Achieve the Impossible Today

Since the very beginning of 2025, the Lord has been continually showing me all the ways in which He has healed me. Every time this happens, I remember the specific activity I am able to do is so different than what it used to be like. There have been so many challenges that would make me upset to the point of crying. I always wanted to experience not having brain issues and that is exactly what has happened. It has been a journey and most recently I realized, I wasn’t accepting the Lord’s healing.

Let me take you on a quick little journey from January 1st to now (January 24th). It’s been a short 24 days 🙂

New Years Eve

Ringing in the New Year was something I hope I never forget. I will cherish it near and dear to my heart. One of my friends celebrated her 21st birthday New Years Eve and had a party at a local catering hall. There were many people that attended, loud music, fun lights, and lots of dancing. And yet, I had no issues with any of this party. Praise the Lord!!

Years ago if you told me I would have been having the time of my life at this party, I would have thought you were crazy. I always liked the idea of attending dances, but it was always super hard. Typically I would have had a headache, been overstimulated, and sitting outside of all the action. Not this time. This was my first party with friends that I have ever enjoyed. I didn’t want to leave!! Once I got home, I was crying because of what I had experienced. I am looking forward to more parties in the future!

P.S. I made the dress I am wearing 🙂

New Years Day

On New Years Day, my friends and I went rollerskating. Since it was the first day of the year, the rollerskating rink had a special deal, $2.25 for admission (not including skate rental). I don’t know about you, but I am always here for a good deal and a fun time! There was quite a few of who decided to go skating and I realized I could use both of my legs equally in the skating motion. For once in my life, skating felt like a breath of fresh air in my lunges. It was easier this time around and I could not believe this!!

I used to go skating a lot about 10 years ago, but then life got busy. I would go skating and I would do the motions with my legs for skating, but I never realized the motions were different depending which leg was moving. When I started skating this time around, I realized my right leg was doing more of the skating motion. My left would do the motion, but not as much as the right leg. With understanding how my brain was, this makes perfect sense. *My right brain was weaker than the left side. I had difficulty moving the left side of my body, but it wasn’t super noticeable. The skating helped to reveal this fact because I realized there was disunity in the movements on both sides. With understanding this, I wanted to try moving my left leg more and to my surprise, I was easily able to push a little bit more to bring unity.

*The right hemisphere in the brain controls the left side of ones body while the left hemisphere in the brain controls the right side of the body.

Trip To Virginia

We’re now entering into the middle of January. My friends and I had a trip planned to go to Virginia for five days. This time was being used to fellowship with one another, read the Bible, and worship the Lord together. There are so many stories that came from this trip. I won’t be able to share all of them now, but the Lord was truly doing His thing on this trip. Lives were changed. I had been on trips with my friends, but not for the length of this one. I wasn’t sure how it was going to be with staying up late and getting little sleep. It all turned out to be just fine.

Something the Lord taught me while on this trip was that I hadn’t repented for several things. One of which that I hadn’t repented of included accepting the healing I’ve experienced. There’s one thing where you can go through healing and know that it is from the Lord, but have you accepted the healing from the Lord? I knew this healing came from the Lord because of a dream I previously had in 2020. I found myself questioning why the Lord healed me because I didn’t deserve it and why He did what He did with my life. I was struggling with His grace that He was showing me. I may never know the answers to my questions, but I have the option of accepting or denying the facts.

While in the healing season years ago, I was to the point where I would worship the Lord and read His Word no matter what my circumstances were. I worshipped through the pain and was okay if I didn’t get healed. The Lord didn’t owe me anything because He sent His son, Jesus to the earth to be the sacrifice for all sin (John 3:16). All we have to do to receive this gift is to believe that Jesus is the Messiah (John 20:31) and love the Lord with all our heart, soul, and mind (Matthew 22:37).

I am brought back to the story in the Bible where Jesus heals a blind mans eyes and says, “Jesus answered, “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in Him,”” -John 9:3 ESV.

Until Next Time…

This past month (or 24 days) the Lord has been showing me all He’s done. Up until this point, I hadn’t realized what He actually did. There are many other things in my brain He has healed, but this is what He has shown me so far in 2025. It is time to do what it is He has called me to do… worship Him and share the Gospel.

Thank you for taking the time to read what the Lord has been doing and showing me. When the Lord directs me to write another blog, you know where to find it 🙂 If you haven’t already, subscribe to this blog to make sure you don’t miss the next post. There will be a fun announcement made next month, stay tuned!